Lets be honest. This is a real thing. Sometimes we even go out of our ways to sabotage our own victories. I am a small town human. I have lived in the Midwest in small cities or tiny towns most of my life. The college I plan on going to is in the greater New York area. I am almost ashamed to say I’m terrified at the prospect of being in the 9th most populous area in the world. I am a middle aged man. I have the tools and will to complete my goals, but my mind works against itself at times. I don’t get to blame this on OCD or depression. This is just normal raw apprehension.
I have developed some new smaller goals. I want to go to Rockefeller Square at Christmas time. I want to watch a Yankees game in Yankee stadium. I want to see a show on the greatest stage in the world, Madison Square Garden.
I have not lost sight on my larger goals, but I feel like I need some interim goals. Things to look forward to. Until next time. Peace to you and yours.