Because when I try and explain things logically, few people understand. I don’t want to come to the worst conclusion first, it simply happens. I don’t want to get wrapped up in nothing, but it happens. I don’t want to see the world as dark and cold some days, but it happens. I can’t walk it off. I can’t shake it off either. I am not able to chill out on command. It is part of what plagues my mind. Sucks.
Some days I wonder just how many people have some form of OCD. Does it trouble them as well? Do any of you? Would you tell me, even if you did? If you do, you are not alone.