Trying to deal with depression brings up nearly the entire range of emotions. I’ve been drowned in sadness over the past few days. That’s the one I put off for a long time. It can feel overwhelming. The reasons are broad and varied, but the weight is heavy. We all remember what makes us sad. What happens when your mind plays those thoughts on an unwanted loop? Not sure if it’s the OCD or just dealing with the sadness finally. I lost the desire to write for several days because of it.
I would not wish this on my worst enemy. I don’t wanna be broken, but I’m glad it’s me and not someone else.