The perfect form of government should be democracy, in theory. 2) Democracy: It is “generally defined as a form of government in which all adult citizens have an equal say in the decisions that affect their lives.” At least as far as we have known in our lives. To others, it’s Socialism; political and economic theory of social organization that advocates that the means of production, distribution, and exchange should be owned or regulated by the community as a whole.
We have a far watered down form of democracy than was initially intended and for some unknown reason, socialism scares people. So where does that leave all of us? Feeling rather powerless. We vote, hoping that it means something. Then someone else comes and makes changes that hurt some while helping others. Shouldn’t everything that happens in a government of the people, by the people, for the people, actually help all of the people? It boggles my mind, thinking of how we got here. Our governments are all doing the best they can with what they have, but we only look to what they do for us. Too many disillusioned people raging against a machine they built with inaction and complacency. The generations before us wonder why their system has been changed so much. Our generation complains about the change. The next generation is struggling in it’s fight to right the changes that took place that are causing so much damage.
These are just some of the things I ponder about, with too much time on my hands, waiting for the last few pieces to fall into place so I can start schooling. Hope everyone have a great day. Peace to you and yours.
Who are we if not the memories that we tell ourselves? We say, I am a <insert job here>, <insert parental status>, <insert mental disorder>, <insert chemical dependency> , <insert past experiences we remember to form who we see in the mirror today>. What happens when a person has such a clear memory of emotional pain, suffering, regret, sorrow, sadness, and fear, that they have to shut out those memories for fear being overwhelmed? Does that person ever get to be whole?
I have been watching several thought provoking series lately. Ones that remind me of the archaic state of mental health “treatments”. How they used to be barbaric and cruel. By people who actually believed that you could terrify someone into sanity. Today, they just fill you with synthetic garbage to block out more than needed. So many brilliant minds, sleeping through life. We have been forced to tolerate so much. That, in and of itself is near maddening.
It feels as though humanity is standing at the precipice. Allowing so much that should not occur, to keep proliferating itself. If you want to erase racism, stop making race an issue. Don’t mention it in stories. Stop teaching people to keep seeing it where it does not exist. Why do you think cigarette companies like anti smoking commercials? Because they continuously talk about smoking. Reminding people to pay attention to cigarettes. In similar fashion to the World Wrestling Entertainment company, ANY publicity is good for business. That means, the more we tolerate racism, the more we spread it. This goes the same for any differences between people. There will always be differences, but if you don’t continuously accentuate them, then their meaning is diminished.
Right off of Fox Mulder’s wall. But what I want to believe in, is humanity. I want to believe that we will push towards the utopia that Gene Roddenberry imagined in the Star Trek universe. That is preached about in many religions. That world that exists in which there are no adversaries among our own kind. We stop having such negative thoughts about people that have absolutely no effect on our lives what so ever. Race, gender, sex, religion, or even age.
I think we are too far from it for me to see it in my lifespan, sadly, but maybe my kids will enjoy it.
This is why I will study philosophy, religion, psychology, and biochemistry. I want to learn how to understand all the people of the world. I want to find the similarities that exists in every walk of life. I choose biochemistry to find the way to finally lift the mass depression that seems to cover so many people. So that they can learn to dream and believe again too. It might sound crazy, but I believe anything is possible here on earth.
“Without change, something sleeps inside us, and seldom awakens. The sleeper must awaken” – Frank Herbert.
Getting accepted, setting up financing, and finding a place to rent from so far away is an incredible challenge. Not to mention all the hurdles in each of those steps.
Some days I feel the challenge could be too daunting for me. I know better, but doubt and depression go hand in hand. I have been overwhelmed the past couple weeks. I feel too much, think too much, react too much. All because I want something more from life. I don’t want the burden of OCD for the rest of my days. I have no idea how to stop it, but I have to find out. There has to be a biological reason that my cells don’t act/react the same as other people. There also has to be a way to fix that. Emotions and feelings are cellular reactions. They are a physical response to stimuli. Therefor there should be a reasonable way to repair a mis wired or malfunctioning set of molecules. If depression can be lifted, even temporarily, by any means, then it is logical to believe that mental disorders can be fixed. Cured. The body can be healed, I just don’t know how yet. Some kind of plant? My favorite theory is the use of nanites to scrub the cells clean and repair any damage. If they can do that, then they could rewire them to behave normally. These are the things I think about as I cook at work. This is what consumes so much of my time lately. I’m obsessing over having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder…to me, that’s funny.
Peace to you and yours, from me and mine. I hope your troubles flee from you. I hope your days go well. I hope the suns shines on you.
In recent months my life has been a jumble. My once consistent pattern of routines has been disrupted by the internal need to change. Change BACK to what I think I should have been, had my depression and OCD not ruled my actions for so long.
Today I am going to try and just have a normal day. No stressing about the future or the past. Lately, when I try to take a day to let my mind rest, I feel guilty. I feel like I had been at rest for so long, that if I try now, it’s just a total waste. But a wise friend of mine nudged me a couple weeks ago. Telling me that even now I need to let stuff go, for short periods of time. I am paraphrasing, but the meaning is the same. Even when we went to Skyzone and the go kart place on Sunday, I was constantly thinking about what needed to be done. On the topic of Sunday, it was the first time my sons had ever driven go karts. It was amazing fun.
I hope that all of you enjoy your day. If I can help you, I will:) Some one pick an ingredient and I’ll write a recipe for it:)
Fighting through depression is much like walking off a broken leg. You can feel the maelstrom raging inside. I know WHY I’m so rough, but not how to get rid of it so easy. So many of us know what it’s like. To me that’s actually heart breaking. It’s 2017 and we still have to struggle with depression and other seemingly simple mental ailments. Seems a touch barbaric that all we are trying to do through pharmaceutical means is to just cover the symptoms. That mindset is archaic at best. Your leg is broken, if we just stop the bleeding and the pain, you will be just fine. Sound about right?
I’ve been having troubles with writing lately. I want to share less and less. I can feel myself withdrawing and it unnerves me. Today was Memorial day and there was a nice presentation at our local park. My son played in the band as they played music from all of the USA armed forces. They read off a list of people from the city I live in, who died in service to our country. Mind you our town is only about 3000ish people. The list was 10%+ of that number. Our town was full of patriots and countrymen who saw our country as something great and worth dying for. Do many still feel that way today? Do we believe Donald Trump will lead us into our great future? Do we trust in our nation at all? Do we trust those we elect to actually do the right thing? These are all troubling to me lately. The age we are in is one that seems to get darker all the time. We war so much, but now I question if we are the good guys. Are we saving people from tyranny and oppression? Or are we lining our pockets with blood money? Best part is, would we believe ANY answer we are given any more?
Some forces even seem to be trying to rip God out of our country, even though we were founded by some pretty devout people. Not clergymen, but normal people that just believed in a power greater than they were.
All of this from a simple line cook, soon to be student(again). Peace to you and yours.
I just watched a commercial for an anti depressant called Trintellix http://www.rxlist.com/trintellix-side-effects-drug-center.htm https://us.trintellix.com/about/frequently-asked-questions
These are it’s side effects. This is a real thing, approved by our United States of America Food and Drug Administration. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I’m paraphrasing but “You might feel better, but you WILL suffer many side effects” This cannot be real. That’s like putting a DIRTY bandage on an open wound!
Are they hoping to scare the depression out of us? Do they even know what the f they are treating? I think licking a Colorado River Toad would be a less risky alternative. For heavens safe can we stop with the tom foolery.
/rant off. This is why I keep pushing, how about you?
I like “what if” questions. They have been asked by some of the greatest minds in the world. Throughout history “what if” has helped guide us to better places.
What if the world is NOT flat? What if we could feed EVERYONE? What if we could heal EVERYONE? What if…what if every religion holds truth in it? What if we are not supposed to be infighting? What if we are supposed to bridge the gaps in humanity with each different faith. Believe in one another. Instead of doubt, smile at someone you don’t understand. Ask them about why they feel the way they do. LISTEN to them, don’t wait for your turn to talk. Don’t hold a pre conceived notion that they are wrong and you are right, and vise versa. Try to understand what they mean. Reach out to them, instead of push them away.
Didn’t we learn in school to read the WHOLE story and then give our opinion and idea of what it meant? Why should we treat any other human differently? I think so much is lost in translation that we forget to form our own real opinions. We rely on media and celebrities to tell us how we’re supposed to react and feel about situations.
We are still all the same species. The same race. I don’t see any orcs or elves around. Some might argue there are trolls alive on the internet, but they are just angry humans. Many yearn to be heard. So many yearn for validation of their existence.
I tried an experiment lately. I go out of my way to say nice things about people. No matter the race/sex/gender/religion/age. I tell people it’s nice to see them. Because it is. I don’t say these things to lie to a person, I pick something out that I like. Nice hair! Cool hat! That head wrap is a really neat pattern. Your name sounds interesting. I like your accent. It’s very easy.
I hope you all have a great day. I am going to spend the rest of mine with my family.
Remember. You are not alone.
This will be part of the mission statement of my Biotech company that I will build, one day. Lead by a board of directors that focus on morals and ethics, rather than bottom lines. I will create a company focused on healing the human body. With branches in entertainment and luxury for income. Also perhaps a defense branch, because we still live in a violent world. This is my goal. My dream. It will focus on R&D of Biochemical, Biomedical, and Biomechanical means of repairing the human body.
For now though, I have to go be a chef:) Have a wonderful day. -Jarred Brown, dreamer and idealist.